Relationship gone bad - ED

Will this never be over?
Will I never be free?
When will Ana leave me
Allow me just to be?
It's like a bad relationship
That is unable to end.
At times my greatest enemy
But at others my greatest friend.

Our first dates were exciting
When the relationship was strong,
Felt powerful and in control
But that didn't last for long.

The pain was not long to follow
Feeling of ecstasy soon disappeared,
Yet still you had me captured
Just as when you first appeared.
Kept me here and mesmerised
You promised to make things right
With you I felt safe and contained
Thought the future would be bright.

Watch the scales fall lower
Into a dark void
Pulling me in too
Only to be destroyed,
Scales keep falling
Yet still it's not enough
Start to exercise daily,
Life is getting rough.

You convince me to keep going
Falling into the abyss,
Still thinking nothings wrong
Nothing is amiss.
People are asking questions
But don't worry they don't know,
You are still our secret
We'll never let you show.

Concentration's hard now
The room spins when we stand,
People ask more questions
But they could never understand.
You're the only one to care really
No matter what they say
They are merely lying,
I really am ok.

Our relationship is getting serious
You're always on our mind,
Cannot sleep nor think
Together we are entwined.
Go on dates so often now
Away from food we dance,
Will do whatever you ask of me
Trapped within your trance.

Go for jogs every day
The gym every night,
Record the numbers together
Determined to win this fight.
The numbers grow ever lower
Yet never low enough,
You help me though the hunger
Help me to be tough.

Always getting ill now
And always feel so cold,
But will be worth it in the end
No matter what I am told.
People start to talk
About how ill the body does appear
Must have done something wrong
And so my path is clear.

A week of no food
Exercise twice a day,
Then things will be better
Things shall be ok.

Cut off all friends
Now it's only you and I,
To be forever for all eternity
Or until one of us does die.

The pain is unbearable
Feel confused all the time,
But still it will be worth it
All really is fine.
Dizzy when walking
Collapsing in the street,
Feeling sick and tired,
Unsteady on the feet.
Can no longer exercise
Try but far too weak,
You tell me all is alright
And I believe every word you speak.

You're in control now
Changed since it all began,
But somehow I do think
This was all in your plan,
Too weak to resist now
Completely in your power
Following your every command
Falling further with every hour.

Alone and trapped now
Only me and you,
Would have run away at the start
If I knew what I had got into.
But now you have me cornered
Answering your every whim
In your quest to save me
Won't stop until I'm thin.

But can't you see I am now
Already underweight?
But you have me hypnotised,
At the mercy of fate.

Want to break this relationship
But you're too far in my head,
I fear that I am forever caged
At your mercy until I'm dead.