Screamed at the top of my lungs,
While everybody ignored.
My soul's been broken so many times
Never to be restored.
I've hit rock bottom,
In a world as cold as steal,
I stand in darkness, the emptiness,
Where there's confusion between fake and real.
The past hits the present,
They are forever to be entwined,
The future faded long ago
To darkness we are resigned.
But we have fallen to solid rock
No lower can we go,
Above us is light and hope,
Which one day we may know.
Welcome to my nightmare by shadowlight-oak, literature
Literature
Welcome to my nightmare
Welcome to my nightmare,
where nothings as it seems,
who knows what is reality,
and what is merely dreams,
shadows in the darkness,
hover out of sight,
who knows what is really there,
in the darkness of the night,
we go though life unknowing,
of things we cannot comprehend,
walk around in innocence,
but when will all this end?
we may wander round forever,
never knowing what is true,
this may be our destiny,
all there is for me and you.
Hiding from society,
Ashamed of what I do,
Whating to stop
But having to get through.
Each day lasts forever
As the blade calls out,
Won't be able to resist
Of that I have no doubt.
Weak and ashamed
Haunted by the past,
Taunted and shunned
Forever to be harassed.
Of all things which haunt us
Steriotypes be the worst
They judge and ridicule
Make us feel cursed.
And so we must return
To our one, our only friend,
The only one to understand us
Until the very end.
hi everyone. Well a lot has happened since last update... including my partner leaving me, me ending up homeless, and me having to move back in with parents temporarily.
however, I also think I have moved on a lot recovery wise, I am now begining my teacher training, I have a job, and from September 15th I have a house. So I have decided to make a new account here as a symbolic "leaving old life behind" type act.
My new account is shadow2526
hi all... sorry for not having been about recently but a LOT has been happeniing...
firstly I am no longer living in London! I have moved to Newcasstle, unfortuantly though my partner moved to Hartlepool so we are not currently living togethr :( . It's a long story involving his family, his second degree and money...
secondly I have a cat :) my partner got me her for my birthday. Honeslt without her I am not sure I'd have gotten through the last few months and all the chaos...
erm, what else? I am now living in a shared house with some students, they are very nice but I miss my partner so much it's stupid and to be honest I would kind of l
I have opened a new account for some of my work. Going to keep this account for activisty and personal work and that one for more professional type and for projects ect.
The poppy project prints that I am selling in aid of charity have been transfered to that account
http://shadowlightphoto.deviantart.com/gallery/30691906