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ConfusionDrowning in an ocean
Blood, alcohol and tears,
Knowing you'll never be good enough,
Held down by constant fears.
The angry voice still echoes,
Telling you of all you are
Scum, useless, worthless,
A name for every scar
Not living just existing
Going from day to day,
Trying to be perfect
While pretending you're OK,
Every night the punishments
Will teach you right from wrong,
Stop you being so weak
Force you to be strong.
So why do you feel so bad?
If the punishments are good?
Why feel so trapped, so alone
If things be as they should?
Looking in to the mirror
The reflection merely stares,
Cannot answer your questions
Can't provide answers to your prayers.
Sinking and drowning
Dropping beneath the sea,
Trapped, alone, dieing,
Never to be free
Not knowing what is right,
Believing the excuses
Yet fearing every night.
AndromedaAmongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly spectacle
Unknown to all those hidden in their houses
Various stars await us outside
Waiting to play like we did before
Xenagogue & inviting
Youthful but ancient curiosities.
Zenith induced euphoria continues until daylight…
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